Update!

I started to work in the Belgian embassy from this Tuesday.

*Was disturbed by ~someone~ when I was working on my blog~~*
(Wanna to know who it is? Guess! The answer is in the end of my blog~~) :D:D

Okay, that was what I wrote in June 30th.. Now it is already July 2ed..

*The thing I want to clarify is... I AM NOT TOO LAZY TO WRITE MY BLOG! That was because I am always disturbed by some *people* : P~~ Like the one I mentioned before,~someone~, then later my dear boss~~ (I wrote him a tranlation for his speech instead of writing my blog~~) Hmmm... just want to clarify that I AM INNOCENT!(also got a bad cold from ~someone~:D)*

Okay, I begin here again.

I have worked in the office for an entire week and I can say that I really enjoyed the time there so far. I can be very relaxed there, wearing what I want to wear, talk about what I want to talk about(by the way, my boss is a very knowledgeble person, also very skillful~~:D:D) anyway, I like working there and I think I may take this job for a longer time than I thought.

So I had a pretty busy week.. Now I also have got all the notarial certificates for my Swedish university applications. Somehow I have no feeling about it, it is like.. everything is just going on in its own route, I will get what I will get, and I won't get what I won't get. My attitude is.. I will always try my best, though honestly I am pretty relaxed now, and I think I am winning back my life here. Yesterday night and this morning, when I was on the back seat of Sieg's car,listening to the music (either vulgar Chinese pop or nice Franch music), looking outside the window(either the planes flying above us or the green fields aside),and talking to ~someone~ (who has almost all the same opinions with me), I found life could always be different and beautiful, it only depends on what you do and how you try. After suffered for this entire half a year, I begin to learn something from this kinda life. Though I still think that I am a quite lucky girl and I am a bit spoiled in a way (not as spoiled as Daniel:D), I can't be lucky forever. There are things that I doomed to suffer and I can only win if I persevere in doing what I think I should do. For this entire half a year, I tried to keep the love and the beauty in my heart, tried to save myself from losing all the things that are important for me, tried to travel, tried to smile instead of cry, tried to release myself...I can feel myself growing up from all these sufferings,I am becoming stronger and no longer fear of losing. There haven't been a result I have to admit,but I know I will get there, I just know.

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Me and Wen had a really nice weekend with Sieg and Patrik. We spent the whole Saturday on the biking field of Laoshang, and got suntaned... well.. We didn't have any suncream with us...and we were under the sunshine for the whole day! By the way, I have to say that Partrik's biking clothes is REALLY cool (though a little bit ...gay...) I may have his picture follow up if I will know how to publish pictures:D

For further infomation, please visit Wen's blog, Im lazier than her :P
http://www.livejournal.com/users/esperanzawen/

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Back to my life and the real world.. Thank you Wen, sweetie, for this internship and everything (though you are the ~someone~ and I got the BAD cold from you:D);) and Thank you Sieg!