Monday, May 30, 2005

Buried by essayS!

I am having about 10!!! eassys need to write! (4 of them are .. well... i promised a friend to write them for her..she is the only one who would like to go to Cambodia with me.. hehe.. so that is actually an exchange;))

Just finished one and gonna do another tonight! Somehow I find that I dont really have any pressure on these stuff,i dont really care.. or maybe it is actually pretty sad.. since I dont feel that i have my "life" here in Beijing..

I am looking forward to travelling in Cambodia, quite a lot. I want to see the smile of Angkor. The smile which has lasted for thousands of years: )

Escape from Beijing. At least, even poorer, they have a more peaceful life.

Monday, May 16, 2005

:)

Just read somethings I wrote before. Time flies, really.

Still believe that one day I will go back to Sweden. Sooner or later. I believe so.


亲爱的
也许你看不懂,或者也许你也不会再上这里来了。
但是,亲爱的
我想我是爱你的。
不是因为瑞典也不是因为什么别的东西
只是因为你

有一天我们会再见面吗
我相信会的
总应该留住一些信仰吧
否则又该怎样生活呢

所以
我相信
有一天
我们
会在一起的
时间
只是时间
不是问题

A new one

Havent posted anything for a long time.

Have been having a very bad luck since i was back. Dont know why.

Dont know what can I say or what can I do. Not decided by me.

Well,maybe we should always have hopp in our mind. Maybe. I hope so at least.Or maybe we should always insist on what we are doing and believe there will be a good result.I dont know though.



I dont want to say goodbye,
Never ever.

But if someday we have to

Forgive me.


I just want to leave. I just want to live.

Better killed by the landmine in Cambodia than dying in China.