Damn airport.... and I am going back to Sweden!!!

There is something that I have to say... the Ryanair airport is really ... tricky

It says the airport is "Frankfurt-hahn", and of course I thought it is in Frankfurt! or at least around Frankfurt! Well, the fact is, the airport is in somewhere 250 KM from Köln, and the only bus can reach there leaves at 2:30 in the midnight!!!! Such unbelieveable..

I acrossed the WHOLE Germany for that flight going back to Sweden..

Athens

I love Athens!

And I do not know how can I thank you, Dimitris, you did so much things for me: )

Thank you and your friends! You brought me a very happy and unforgetable time in Greece: )

Ps, I promise Daniel will intruduce you some blonde Swedish girls; )

I am in Berlin now..

Well, after staied in the airport for a night.. i am in beatuiful Berlin city!!!

I do not have time to write blog now... have to run now...

Still in Copenhagen...

I am using a Mac to type... em.. I thought i would never met one after working in SIPRI...

I am going to Berlin tomorrow.. and then Greece..Actually I did not want to go to Berlin.. but have to change my flight there!! well, you can imagine how tired i will be after staying in the airport for the whole day and can not find anywhere to sleep!! hehe... i am not complaining.. I would like to do that for my dream of Athens!

I will meet some friends (actually some people i do not really know...but, they will treat me dinner!!) for dinner, and then maybe we will just go back and sleep!

Copenhagen

I am now in Copenhagen...

It is really cold and windy.. and I finally found a internet connection after TWO hours walking on the cold streets..

I like Copenhagen, and i like the King's garden! Though it is a little bit too fancy..

Talked with Micella last night for a long time... She is really really nice.. Well, at the same time, I got to know something that i did not know before.. actually i felt a little bit sad... someone i cared about for a long time is just "Nothing in Sweden but Something in China"...and, a lonely 30 years old man..I just felt myself too stupid..really

Gonna go now..

*Nice talked to you just now babe: ), though i had said for so many times, but still, i miss you so much..*

Café FYRTØJET

I almost forget.. i promise the dad to do an advertisement for their café!

Welcome to Café FYRTØJET everybody!!!

In Odense

I was not sure about the spelling of this place untill i asked my friend Micella's dad, a really nice dad: )

I had a very funny travel yesterday.. I was in Helsinki in the morning and in Tampere in the afternoon and in Copenhagen in the evening and took the wrong train to Malmø and then went back to Copenhagen and took an other train came here! One day in both Finland and Denmark and Sweden! I am impressed by myself!!!: D

I was in Odense at about 1 at night.. well, was really really tired.. so we got up at about 11 in the morning. After taught my friend a little bit Chinese, for her homework, we went to the center of the City of Andensen: ) I really like it! It is like a fairy tale. i mean, the whole city.. I once dreamed that one day i can have the chance to come here, now i finally did it..

Baby you know i like Andensen. : ) We should come here together when we have time; )

I miss you a lot, I am thinking about you all the time.. even when i am like, em, day-dreaming: D
*puss*

I am going to Tampere

I just bought a ticket from here Helsinki to Tampere and it cost me 19.40 ERO.. : (

Actually i did not really travelled around the city, so of course did not see much about the city.. i just spent at least half my day here in the cafe.. well, anyway, this internet cafe is in the certer of the city, hehe.. ; )

so, i am leaving the city Helsinki this afternoon and going to Denmark tonight, em, i feel like now i may like Finnish people better than yesterday, at least some of them are friendly enough; )when i was asking the way; )

I found here are more signs in English than in Sweden, em , i don't know why.. ah, i almost forgot, actually i am facing a kinda statue through the window, and its name is "three Smiths", well, it is just three naked men and it is supposed to be art; )it seems to be very famous (maybe kinda symbol for Helsinki?)and i found lots of people meeting here ; )

em, guess i am leaving now .. or the cafe lady is gonna mad (or she has been mad..)

*sweetie i miss you, soooooooooooooooo much!!*

I am in Helsinki now...

After on the "drunk old men" ferry for a whole night and actually have not seen even one drunk old man,i am in helsinki now..

To be honest, i have not have a good impression for Finnish people.. Since last night on the ferry,they were talking LOUDLY and made ALOTOF noises when half of the people were sleeping... : ( (that is a reason that i am really tired now...)

It is sooooo cold here !!!!! I am now in a internet cafe called "Robert's caffee" in the shopping center of this city.. i only have 15 min to do everything online... : (

I am still really sleepy now.. and my cellphone does not work here!!!!!! That means maybe i can not send my baby sms during the whole trip!!! that is too rediculous!

#since i am really in a rush to write this, so sorry for the grammar and spelling :(#

I am leaving to Finland : (

Hey, baby,

I am writing this blog when you are sleeping: )You look so cute; )

I am soooooooooo happy that i managed to extend my visa so i can stay longer with you!

I am leaving to Finland today: ( so we would not be able to see eachother for a week and a half : ( I will miss you.. and do not be jealous, baby, you are the only one in my heart: )

I GOT THE VISA!!!

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Now she can stay at my place and cuddle with me for weeks! :)

Happy Valentine's day!!

Happy Valentine's day everyone!!

Leaving SIPRI

I am using Stan's computer... maybe it is the last time..

Just said goodbye to everybody.. well, i ll miss all the people here, they are all such friendly and nice.

4 weeks, time flies...

Weekend...

我坐在他的电脑前。好大的雪，几乎全白了。

和他在一起呆了整整一个周末。亲爱的，我会记得我们在一起的每一天的。

夜里，十二点半

我在Daniel的房间里。
我很喜欢他。我真的很希望我们能有更多的时间在一起。至少现在，我希望能一直和他在一起。真的。

他很像个孩子（也许他自己不会这样认为吧，呵呵）和他在一起的时候我可以感觉到一种很单纯的生活和童话的感觉。那是我理想中的爱情吗？我不知道。但无论如何，我知道有些东西，可能是我永远都不希望失去的。

Well, it was something for me, now here is some lines for you baby.

I like you a lot and will never would like to lose you. I have to say that i can not forget i am leaving this country and we all have such an uncertain future, or even i do not know if you have thought about it.Anyway. Do not mind baby, just told you that i love kind of "fairy tale", yes, i do, not only for the happy endings, but i still believe in something may could be "forever". (silly thought in this high speed world huh?)For my part, it is not about time, long or short. I promise, whatever happens, there would be a place for you, in my heart, forever. = )

Just finished my work

I decided to use English again, hehe; )

I just finished my work and it is sunny outside. The sky is blue and the cloud is white. Not like Beijing, the main color of Beijing is always gray.

Well, feeling really sad I am leaving Stockholm. I love the city and i love the people here. I can be naive here and won't be hurt. I am afraid that i may would lose all my friends here in quite a short time, since i know it is really not easy keeping neither long-distance relationship nor friendship. Well, Dominik was right, only the people who really care about you will keep in contact with you, for me, the same.

When i got a small quietness and began to think about things and problems, i could feel more and more difficult to be understood back home, to be honest, more difficult to accept the people there at the same time. Actually I do not even know what i am going to do nor who i am going to be. I am just a little girl survived the brutal world, lost in translation.

Well, today is Friday, a pretty, sunlit Friday. Hope everyone has a nice day!

Long talking to Yanli

前天晚上我给闫犁打了电话，一直打到他手机话费彻底崩溃。呵呵。

挂下电话的时候，我忽然发现我们在这里所讨论的一切，其实在很久以前的时候，我都曾经质疑过。我能理解那种痛和绝望的感觉。真的。

在跳出这个圈子的时候，我总能感觉到我们自己的局限和愚昧。在这里我看不到中国式的愤怒和绝望，和一种近乎畸形的压抑。在那样的空气和竞争中生活了那么久的人们，又有多少竟会要那样地过一辈子呢？

Emmm... Maybe I use Chinese this time; )

我坐在SIPRI的电脑前面。我的实习很快就要结束了。今天是，倒数第二天吧。
很快。。
昨天晚上我和一个在春节party上认识的男孩子在附近的Cafe里面坐了很久。他的头发的颜色也是金黄。很单纯的小孩。呵呵。
在他拉着我的手的时候，我忽然觉得悲哀。在这样的时间空间，而我，仅仅会是，也仅仅能是这里的过客。

斯德哥尔摩。我想到过我会很留恋这个干净而美丽的城市，但却没有想到竟会这样的不舍。悲哀的是，我想我是再也不能回到过去了。这里的很多东西，就像我儿时心中的童话一样，王子和公主的童话。

王子和公主从此就在一起过上了幸福的生活，永远。

窗外的天空还是很蓝。很蓝。我坐在这里。很久很久不动。

亲爱的，我们，有选择吗？

Actually... I am.. starving ..

I am starving and just got MANY new work in next 2 days...

Sleepy, starving, have to stare at the computer , and feeling cold at the same time..

Quite sleepy now...

I really want to sleep now..

I was almost awake the whole last night laying on the bed staring ourside the window and .. sending sms.. then got some really strange dreams..

New Year Party

Went to a Chinese New Year party last night and met lots of "crazy people who is learning Chinese".

Well, i like the people there. And ate really much ice-cream at the same time, hehe.. i am planning not to eat the whole day today!

Talked to Kevin

Just talked to Kevin.. have not seen him nor talked to him for almost half a year.. We were such close friend at that time..

When I was talking to him, I felt him quite far away from my real life.. well, some times I feel the same when i just wake up in the morning, when i am looking outside the window, staring at the tall, European style buildings, it is.. like a dream. I am .. in Europe?

I suddenly found that both the people around me and my own life is changing such fast in these one year or two.. It is not really my own choice.. maybe i can say that i have no choice.. I miss Chenghao, I miss Ye , I miss Cai, I miss Meimei, I miss Wen, I miss Kevin, I miss Jiabao, i miss a lot of people.. well, like what Ye said, long ago, we will never have the chance to relive..

Working working working...

I have to work during the Chinese New Year! Unbelieveable..

My boss is not here .. so i actually have nothing to do now.. just chatting on MSN and using a really cheap "euro city" telephone card to call back to China, hehe..

Such boring...

Hey! My first blog!

Well, tomorrow will be the Chinese New Year..But i am in Stockholm now... : ( has no vacation for the whole year..

I called a lot of people this morning, really miss them...

Though i miss the people in Beijing, i mean, my friends, I really want to stay in Sweden.. stockholm is a clean and pretty city, maybe not that big, but i like it, quite a lot: ) I will really miss my life here when i go back to Beijing i guess...

Actually i want to say something about my impression to Sweden.. the deepest impression i got is that the people here are really well-educated.. and you can easily trust somebody or be trusted, for example, i was really moved that the Swedish girl I am now living with gave me the key of her flat the first day we met.. you see, i am really a stranger for her at that time..

Since i am leaving Sweden in almost a week.. kinda sad.. but i ll go to finland later; ) i was told that i ll meet millions of drunk old men on the ferry, hehe.. could be an unforgettable experience..