After 5 months, I met Daniel in Beijing

My laptop died!!!

I am now in a internet cafe since my laptop died.. and the reason he died is really weird.. There was just a very very loud thouder, then everything on the screen began to freeze, later when i restarted windows, i cant get into the page you enter your password anymore. ..

Weird.. now i dont have computer to use... *cries*

Conclusion: Dont use your computer when it is thoudering so loudly...

Flood Beijing

Originally uploaded by umabeijing.

Beijing becomes extremely humid during these 3 days, today it is raining really heavily, almost like a flood...:P

Got one of my pic last night ;)

Originally uploaded by umabeijing.

It was almost the best thing that i had someone to talk with during that horrible horrible night.... and later Joakim sent me this nice pic of mine..I really liked it and I appreciated his company so much!

The end of "love drama"

Suddenly I found out that I am paying a lot for keeping the "love drama" or the "love fairytale" in my mind.. I don't know how long I can still keep it, or maybe someday, when i have to pay too much for that, I will have to give up. The thing is, seems i dont get anything back anyway..

Maybe it is a bad choice for being a kid or .. maybe i should have a harder skin instead.. or maybe, the best is just to have the "nice, calm vacation" instead of the "love drama"

*sorry, probably my post here doesnt make much sense.. but please forgive me, i ve been up for the whole night for aruging (more than 8 hours) with some ppl!*